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February 22, 2013 by Kat

Playing with Mood

We’re heading in to our last week of studying Artistic Blur through post-processing for this month’s Exploring with a Camera, and I want to talk about mood. Underlying my pause this week has been a definitely moodiness. There is something more driving this need for a break; something is brewing, I can feel it. And it’s the happiest of feelings either, it’s a pent up, moody feeling. It’s a harbinger-of-change kind of feeling.

Yesterday when I sat down to create, that moodiness really needed to come out. Artistic Blur was my friend. Blending gaussian blur with the original image and textures helped me create the mood in this piece:

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Even as I wanted to create a darker mood, this doesn’t strike me as a scary piece. There is still light and color. Just as I know there is light and color in whatever is brewing under the surface of this pause. I will end up where I need to be.

How is Artistic Blur in post-processing working for you? Have you had a chance to play around yet? Artistic Blur is a fantastic tool for expressing a mood. Let’s see what mood you are in.


Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: artistic blur, mobile photography, mood, silhouette, tree

February 20, 2013 by Kat

What is Self Care?

I’m still in my unplanned pause, but I wanted to let you know that I’m over on the Seek Your Course blog today with a guest post on self care.

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For me, self care is often about balance, as I wrote in the guest post. You hear me talk about “balance” here often.

Self care is also about listening to the whispers that tell me to when to slow down and when to go all out. Right now, my self care is remaining “paused” even though I don’t fully understand why I feel this way. I’m hanging out with my Mom, obsessively watching Downton Abbey and reading fluff novels. It’s hard to see where this will lead me creatively, but I’m not going to fight it.

What is “self care” for you? Do you know?

Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: mobile photography, shadow, tree

February 12, 2013 by Kat

Philosophies on Sharing

What is your philoshophy on sharing your work? Do you share ONLY your best images? Do you share only one image on a certain frequency? Or do you share multiple images, whenever inspiration strikes? Do you even have a philosophy you follow for sharing? Where did it come from?

I realized I DO have a philosophy for sharing my work yesterday, when discussing this with another photographer friend. He was talking about the idea of sharing ONLY your best work online, something that I’ve heard many times from different professional photographers. The idea is that you cull the images down to the best of the best and only share those.

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There are things I agree with in this philosophy, namely the “culling” of the many to the few. I think one of our best learning opportunities is in the review and selection of our “best” photographs. Being able to distinguish them, and to be able to consciously say why, helps us to grow our vision. The next time we are out photographing we will bring the learning from the previous session’s review, helping us to create even better photographs. It’s a never-ending cycle that builds. I think of it as a spiral: Each time you come around the spiral to photograph again, you are in a slightly different, slightly better (higher) place on the spiral if you work hard to review and select your best.

In general I don’t follow the “share only the best” philosophy, though, and that’s because regular sharing has become part of my personal practice in a different way. It’s not about sharing for feedback or to grow an audience, it’s about a regular practice of creating and what I learn from it. This practice started long ago, while in Italy, when I was being badgered by a friend to update my blog. I didn’t want to write about daily life or activities, but I could get myself interested to share a favorite photograph each day and writing a little bit about it. Holy Moly, did that change everything! I learned about my photographic eye, and myself, in amazing ways. It became an essential part of my creative process. Over time, it became more and more about writing from the heart and choosing the right photograph to complement my words, than choosing the “best” photograph to share that day.

Recently, my daily creative practice has changed, but sharing is still a big part of it. Even though I write almost daily on the blog and this is an important part of my creative practice, my daily “goal” for creating has shifted to creating at least one new, edited image a day from my mobile work. Then I share. Sharing is the completion of the process; the check in the box that says I fulfilled my personal goal. In a way I’m doing sort of a 365 project, but with editing instead of photographing every day, and without strict adherence to the “365” part. Whether it’s photographing, or painting or writing every day, it’s all creating, anyway, regardless of what type it is. It’s all useful for learning and growing.

What I’m sharing every day this way is not necessarily my “best” work. I find it takes some time to tell what’s “best.” Sometimes I look back at the things I’ve shared and am horrified. I liked it, maybe even loved it, at the time, or I wouldn’t have shared it. The ones that are the “best” are the ones I love days, weeks, months later. Sometimes, I know that in the moment I’ve created it, that it’s one of my best. Other times, a “best” image has to grow on me. The history I build through creating and then sharing helps me to learn more about what’s “best,” while also providing a record of my development over time.

I don’t share everything I create, believe me. There is some stuff in the moment of creating I know is awful and leave it on the hard drive. I have lots of failed experiments. They serve their purpose, helping me learn what does NOT work. I also do cull significantly from my original photographs, to get to the images I use for my creations. I can’t imagine trying to creatively edit every photograph I take. Whew. I wouldn’t have the time, or the inspiration.

It was an interesting conversation, yesterday, as we discussed this topic. I was figuring it out on the fly, as I realized I had a different motivation for my sharing than he did. It reminded me that each of us will have different motivations in our art, and I can’t assume yours will be the same as mine. Each person can develop their own personal rules and philosophy for sharing, like anything else. Some may share for feedback, while others share for connection. For me, it’s primarily part of a daily creative practice that keeps me learning and growing.

What is your philosophy on sharing?

Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: daily practice, mobile photography, my painting, online sharing, silhouette, tree

February 6, 2013 by Kat

Apologies: Continuing the Conversation

Today, I want to continue the conversation on “apologizing” we started on Monday. This seemed to touch a chord with many of you! It is clearly a topic many of us could explore further. I was especially struck by this comment from Sue Fox:

I try not to apologize for anything unless it hurts another person in some way, then my apologies are profuse. My art, however that may be expressed ~ photography, writing, dressing myself or my house are all extensions of my persona so to apologies for any of your artistic expression would be a rejections of self!

She touched on a couple of very important points I want to discuss further…

First, we should not hesitate to apologize when apologies are truly due. A true apology is a powerful thing. It is you going to someone else, humble, saying you were wrong. A true apology is a moment of extreme vulnerability. You offer yourself up to them and ask forgiveness. Whether or not they accept, an apology is a form of growth.

It is hard for us to give true apologies, isn’t it? You often hear, “I’m sorry, but…” Whatever follows the “but” is the explanation for the action. That’s not really an apology; it’s a justification. I’ve tried, more and more, to listen to how I’m apologizing. It’s amazing how much the “but” comes in there for me. True, sincere apologies are important and are something I’m continuing to work on personally. It’s hard work.

Now we come to the second point of Sue’s comment, on apologies for our art being apologies for our self. This is a powerful point, so let’s stop and read that again:

When we apologize for our art we apologize for our self.

Art is expression of self. When we create, it comes from some place deep inside us. When we follow our inspiration and our intuition, we are connecting with our truest selves. We are often expressing the part of our self we keep hidden from the world, maybe even hidden from ourselves. That’s why it’s often so hard to share our work, because it puts our true self out in the open. We are naked, vulnerable, and any comment or criticism can cut deeply. So we aim to protect our self, creating a tough, outer shell through any means possible. One of which is apologies.

When we apologize for what we create, we are apologizing for our expression and, by extension, apologizing for our truest self. Apologizing for our preferences or our beliefs does the same thing. It’s as if we are saying our opinions, our creations, our very self, is not worthy of expressing itself to the world.

That is So. Not. True.

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We all have worth. Our creations have worth. For me, they bring me joy. They help me understand my place in this world. They give me a way to connect with others, when my introverted, shy self would otherwise hide in the house with a book. That is all worthwhile for me. And for you, too.

Whatever the reasons you create, your creations are worthy. YOU are worthy.

Now, I want you to sit up tall. Take a deep breath, and repeat after me:

I will stop apologizing for my art.
I will stop apologizing for who I am.
When I do apologize, I will really, truly mean it.

It’s a tough mantra to live up to, but I believe we all can do it. I believe we need to do it. Are you with me?

Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: apologizing, mobile photography, personal growth, tree

January 29, 2013 by Kat

Dynamic Balance

I woke up this morning with “balance” on the brain. You can’t have as many things going on as I do without either becoming a master of balance or spectacularly burning out. Over the last year or so, I’ve done a lot of personal work on balance. Between my corporate job, Kat Eye Studio, my family and my art I have to keep my eye on things. Or, I should say, I have to keep my knees bent and roll with things.

You see, I believe balance is a dynamic thing. Balance in life is like standing on top of a teeter-totter, one foot on either side of the fulcrum. If you want to stay balanced, you have to move and adjust. Constantly. You have to stay agile, moving your body as the plank shifts. You have to ride out any imbalance that comes along to gently bring things back to where you want them. If you try to push to hard the opposite way when things are going one direction, you will most likely find yourself tipping wildly back and forth, arms flailing, ultimately ending up face down on the dirt.

Right now I’m riding a wave of imbalance. This week is an intense week for me at my corporate job. I have a deadline on Thursday for the project I’ve been leading for the last 15 months. Things are going great and the project is on track, but there is a lot of work the team and I are wrapping up before the formal review Thursday morning. It’s taken over my brain. Normally I can switch off work when I’m home, shifting over to my creative projects, but occasionally something big like this comes along. My lesson from the teeter-totter: Time to roll with it.

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So I’m making some adjustments to keep my balance this week. I won’t be blogging or online much the next couple of days. Just like in a photograph, when an element is placed on the extreme edge or corner, you need to leave space to balance it out. I’m making that space here.

Dynamic balance makes for interesting compositions and for a full and interesting life. But you have to learn to make adjustments and shifts, to make things work. I’ve eaten enough dirt, falling from the teeter-totter, to learn that by now.


A few things to make you aware of…

PHC-2013-button-125x125 I’ll be back here on Friday with the January Photo-Heart Connection. Won’t that be a nice way to relax and reconnect to my heart after this busy week! Link up will be open February 1 – 7 for all of you to join in too.

2013-Liberate-Your-Art-Square-125x125 The Liberate Your Art postcard swap is now open for 2013! I’ve moved it earlier in the year this year, to keep it out of the busy summer months. (It will just be in the busy spring months, instead! Hee, hee.) Join us!

A-Sense-of-Place-Button-LasVegas-125x125 Registration is open for the Las Vegas workshop at Selah, which adds you to the Kat Eye Studio weekend of activities. Visit here to see why I’m really excited to teach A Sense of Place this year.

Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: balance, mobile photography, my painting, personal growth, tree

January 10, 2013 by Kat

And then the rain came…

Ah, yes. Rain. I live in Oregon, and yet I forget about the rain sometimes. We’ve had a good run of not-so-rainy weather and you know how I know? I had forgotten about puddle paintings! Until yesterday, when I was walking into work and the reflection of trees in puddles on the parking lot surface caught my eye. Really, it’s not like it’s been that long since it was rainy. I think I just have a short attention span!

Last night when I looked at the photos I was inspired to create this piece:

And then the rain came...

And then the rain came…

I’ll show you how it came together for this week’s Paint Party Friday post.

It starts with the captured image of a tree reflection in a parking lot puddle. I now use ProCamera for capturing most of my iPhone images. I like that I can switch between 1:1 and other aspect ratios in app and can easily separate the focus and exposure when needed. The “Anti-Shake” shutter is also really nice for avoiding blurry pics when the light is low… like if we have an overcast day or I’m in a shady forest or something. (Um, yeah, that’s pretty much all the time for me anymore.)

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Then I pulled the photo into Snapseed to rotate and add some color and texture. I felt a bit blue yesterday.

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From there, it was into texturing apps to play with textures and see what happened. I liked this one, from Distressed FX. Hey, my blue turned to green! But I really liked the effect.

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I could have stopped there, but it was not quite as abstract and painterly as I wanted. So into the painting apps… Glaze, the Autopainter apps (HD, 2 and 3) to see what I could do with it. It’s interesting how some painting apps really work well for one type of image, and then don’t work at all for another. That’s the part about this whole digital painting thing that is full of play and experimentation. There is no precise process in this medium… it just doesn’t work that way.

Out of all of that play, I started with the output from Glaze as the base in Image Blender. I like to start with Glaze output as the base when I can, because the base sets the resolution for the final image. Since I save out of Glaze at the highest resolution (4096×4096), my final blended image is saved at the same resolution, which is larger than the native resolution of the iPhone 5 camera. This means I can print the final image as large as I might want.

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From there, it was just blending of the different images I had created while playing in the different apps. I really can’t remember what I was blending with what, or the blending modes I was using. That’s all play too! But I’ll show you the intermediate blends so you can see how it progressed to the final piece.

Blend 1:

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Blend 2:

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Blend 3:

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Final Image:

And then the rain came...

And then the rain came…

I love the abstraction of the final painting, the watery feel and the depth of color. Even though I started out in a blue mood, the green in this makes my heart sing.

I definitely don’t mind rainy days this winter. People have been wishing for spring, but I’m not asking for it to come yet. I am inspired by the reflections found in puddles, and the blank canvas provided by a grey sky. I’m getting out to hike regardless of the weather, or maybe because of the weather, as the rain and mist provides such atmosphere to the forest. I am grateful, every day, for this wonderful art form that inspires me so much.

Here’s a happy song that resonates with me right now. Enjoy!

Filed Under: The Kat Eye View of the World Tagged With: Corvallis, green, mobile photography, mobile tutorial, my painting, Oregon, paint party friday, tree, tutorial

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